Thread:VaatiBolas/@comment-33917827-20181106171624/@comment-33917827-20181209234131

please dont tell me what i believe, i do believe in prayer to its fullest, do not tell me waht i do not want to admit, i have Faith in my God even though my Human nature to dubt it. you may think you know why i dont want to do it, but if thats all you got^ your compltely wrong. 1st off, i dont want to put meyself and much less the people i love and care for in any danger what so ever 2end i dont really believe im in a good postion to do it anyway for variours reasons such as my in-ability to ever fully trust you after everything, so i am very cautious to say the least. as you should be able to see its not that i dont want to help, just that i really dont want you to hurt people anymore. and doing 'this' would open up a lot of ways to hurt me and the people i care for. i mean how am i supposed to know your not lying? you have before you have said you were sorry only to hurt us again, so how am i supposed to know your not trying to manipulat me into a more vulnerable postion? you have done this before so i should at least try to learn from it. if nothing else you have no right to tell me waht i believe or what i am thinking or willing to admit. i have every right to be concerned and every right to say no.